Daily Readings in John – Day Twenty-Five

John 7:37-52 (NRSV)

37 On the last day of the festival, the great day, while Jesus was standing there, he cried out, “Let anyone who is thirsty come to me, 38 and let the one who believes in me drink. As the scripture has said, ‘Out of the believer’s heart shall flow rivers of living water.’” 39 Now he said this about the Spirit, which believers in him were to receive; for as yet there was no Spirit, because Jesus was not yet glorified.

40 When they heard these words, some in the crowd said, “This is really the prophet.” 41 Others said, “This is the Messiah.” But some asked, “Surely the Messiah does not come from Galilee, does he? 42 Has not the scripture said that the Messiah is descended from David and comes from Bethlehem, the village where David lived?” 43 So there was a division in the crowd because of him. 44 Some of them wanted to arrest him, but no one laid hands on him.

45 Then the temple police went back to the chief priests and Pharisees, who asked them, “Why did you not arrest him?” 46 The police answered, “Never has anyone spoken like this!” 47 Then the Pharisees replied, “Surely you have not been deceived too, have you? 48 Has any one of the authorities or of the Pharisees believed in him? 49 But this crowd, which does not know the law—they are accursed.” 50 Nicodemus, who had gone to Jesus before, and who was one of them, asked, 51 “Our law does not judge people without first giving them a hearing to find out what they are doing, does it?” 52 They replied, “Surely you are not also from Galilee, are you? Search and you will see that no prophet is to arise from Galilee.”

I preached on part of this passage a few weeks back, so I have things I could say, but today, we’ll follow up on yesterday’s musings on Bible reading by practicing what I called lectio divina.

Again, this is a Latin phrase that means “divine reading.” In it, you read the text not for full comprehension, but to pay attention to words or phrases that speak to you today. You notice what grabs your attention. Then you read again, thinking about these things, letting the words and ideas that come to mind bounce around your head a bit. As you meditate on these things, you try to practice non-anxious presence. You don’t need to master the text. You don’t need to figure everything out. God is in charge of the Universe today, holding all things together, not you. Try to enjoy some being still, and resting in God. If concerns or anxieties come to mind, speak them to God and ask God to take care of them. And then, before you are done, read a final time, asking God what action your reading can lead you to.

That’s it.

See how your lectio divina goes for you today.

Daily Readings in John – Day Twenty-Four

John 7:10-36 (NRSV)

10 But after his brothers had gone to the festival, then he also went, not publicly but as it were in secret. 11 The Jews were looking for him at the festival and saying, “Where is he?” 12 And there was considerable complaining about him among the crowds. While some were saying, “He is a good man,” others were saying, “No, he is deceiving the crowd.” 13 Yet no one would speak openly about him for fear of the Jews.

14 About the middle of the festival Jesus went up into the temple and began to teach. 15 The Jews were astonished at it, saying, “How does this man have such learning, when he has never been taught?” 16 Then Jesus answered them, “My teaching is not mine but his who sent me. 17 Anyone who resolves to do the will of God will know whether the teaching is from God or whether I am speaking on my own. 18 Those who speak on their own seek their own glory; but the one who seeks the glory of him who sent him is true, and there is nothing false in him.

19 “Did not Moses give you the law? Yet none of you keeps the law. Why are you looking for an opportunity to kill me?” 20 The crowd answered, “You have a demon! Who is trying to kill you?” 21 Jesus answered them, “I performed one work, and all of you are astonished. 22 Moses gave you circumcision (it is, of course, not from Moses, but from the patriarchs), and you circumcise a man on the sabbath. 23 If a man receives circumcision on the sabbath in order that the law of Moses may not be broken, are you angry with me because I healed a man’s whole body on the sabbath? 24 Do not judge by appearances, but judge with right judgment.”

25 Now some of the people of Jerusalem were saying, “Is not this the man whom they are trying to kill? 26 And here he is, speaking openly, but they say nothing to him! Can it be that the authorities really know that this is the Messiah? 27 Yet we know where this man is from; but when the Messiah comes, no one will know where he is from.” 28 Then Jesus cried out as he was teaching in the temple, “You know me, and you know where I am from. I have not come on my own. But the one who sent me is true, and you do not know him. 29 I know him, because I am from him, and he sent me.” 30 Then they tried to arrest him, but no one laid hands on him, because his hour had not yet come. 31 Yet many in the crowd believed in him and were saying, “When the Messiah comes, will he do more signs than this man has done?”

32 The Pharisees heard the crowd muttering such things about him, and the chief priests and Pharisees sent temple police to arrest him. 33 Jesus then said, “I will be with you a little while longer, and then I am going to him who sent me. 34 You will search for me, but you will not find me; and where I am, you cannot come.” 35 The Jews said to one another, “Where does this man intend to go that we will not find him? Does he intend to go to the Dispersion among the Greeks and teach the Greeks? 36 What does he mean by saying, ‘You will search for me and you will not find me’ and ‘Where I am, you cannot come’?”

I find this extended debate sequence in John 6-8 confusing at times, troubling at others, for several reasons. In case you’re having that experience as well, I’ll name a few of the things that bother me.

One, I really wish John hadn’t used this linguistic tic of “the Jews” to refer to Jesus’ opponents among his culture’s leadership. I’ve written about this a couple of times before, but for the few souls out there who aren’t reading each day, I’ll just remind you that John was operating within an intra-Jewish dispute between those that followed and rejected Jesus, but later generations to inform or justify their anti-Semitism.

Two, it’s odd that Jesus refuses to go to the Sukkot festival one moment, but then shows up the next. Three, it’s unclear to me who’s picking the fight here. Certainly, the cultural elite and religious leaders had a bad reaction to Jesus’ work with the disabled man (Ch. 5) on the sabbath, but in these dialogues it’s Jesus who continues to have a strong reaction to interrogation, seemingly upping the dial on the tension each time.

With passages like this, I do three different things, depending on my time and inclination and how much I’m troubled.  Sometimes, I shrug and walk away. The Bible is a huge collection of books, written in many different genres, millenia ago, and its value to me isn’t going to rise and fall on any one day’s interaction with part of one page. We can have a bit more humility and perspective than that, I hope.

Sometimes, I make it a point to do some research. I say, I’m going to talk to a pastor or other person that I think has likely studied this text more than me. Or I look up a resource online or my library or in an actual library, and dig around with my question a bit. I have more time and training for this kind of thing than the average person, but any of us could look up “John and the Jews” online and find this balanced article by a New Testament and Jewish-Christian scholar near the top of your search.

And then other times, I don’t have time or inclination to pursue my questions an interrogate the text more, so I practice an ancient and very useful method of reading called lectio divina, which means, literally, “divine reading.” In this method, you’re not reading for full comprehension but for something meaningful that can inspire you. You read once slowly to see what words or phrases stick out to you. You read a second time slowly and ask what these words or phrases mean to you, and then the third time you ask what to do about what you’ve learned.

In practicing this method today, I noticed some interesting things about expectations. Members of the crowd are saying, “We know where this man is from…” and to them, that is a liability. Jesus isn’t meeting their rather limited expectations. But Jesus says, “You know where I am from…” In fact, this is what he “cries out,” the text says. That they know him a bit already means they should better understand all that is he is and all he is doing. This makes me think about the expectations I carry around about God and about all the people I think about or bump into on a given day.

And it’s led me to pray this: Jesus, give me power to peer under the box I’ve put God into and to look around and beneath and above it as well. Surprise me today, and give me grace to be responsive to your surprise. And help me really see people, not just see who I think they are or expect them to be, but to see them as they are in this day, and to respond not with criticism or fear but with love and truth.

Tomorrow, we’ll practice lectio divina without training wheels. Enjoy!

Daily Readings in John – Day Twenty-Three

John 7:1-9 (NRSV)

After this Jesus went about in Galilee. He did not wish to go about in Judea because the Jews were looking for an opportunity to kill him. Now the Jewish festival of Booths was near. So his brothers said to him, “Leave here and go to Judea so that your disciples also may see the works you are doing; for no one who wants to be widely known acts in secret. If you do these things, show yourself to the world.” (For not even his brothers believed in him.) Jesus said to them, “My time has not yet come, but your time is always here. The world cannot hate you, but it hates me because I testify against it that its works are evil. Go to the festival yourselves. I am not going to this festival, for my time has not yet fully come.” After saying this, he remained in Galilee.

This festival of Booths, called Sukkot in Hebrew, happened this year in early October. It’s a harvest festival, and also a time for Jews to remember their pre-national, post-slavery, nomadic days in the desert, when God had liberated them from the oppression of the Egyptian empire and they lived in tents in the desert. Many Jews remember this holiday by working less this week, eating and relaxing more, and spending at least part of their time in a kind of backyard fort, meant to evoke the days when their ancestors lived in tents.

So it’s a holiday to separate a bit from life in Empire. Life in civilization, life in the economically developed urban state has its advantages – in older times, we’re talking about water supply, commerce, and security, among other things. Nowadays, where do we start? Electricity, schools, banking, hospitals, credit, wireless internet and streaming videos, the whole world’s food culture available via delivery in under an hour. Wow – the beauty of civilization!

Except that Sukkot gives one pause. What is some things are better in the wilderness? What if freedom and harvest, and non-anxious remembrance that everything is a gift, is more important than the luxuries of empire, which both liberate us and imprison us in different ways?

Given this context, it’s funny that Jesus’ brothers see the Sukkot festival as his opportunity for a Palestine’s Got Talent big moment in the spotlight.

Jesus resists. He stands against the evil and corruption of this world and isn’t especially interested in celebrity status by means of it. He’ll stay out of the spotlight for now, he says, because he’s not anxious for attention, and he’s not addicted to what Empire has on tap.

What about Sukkot do you hope to remember and celebrate this fall? How will you do that?

Daily Readings in John – Day Twenty-Two

John 6:60-71 (NRSV)

60 When many of his disciples heard it, they said, “This teaching is difficult; who can accept it?” 61 But Jesus, being aware that his disciples were complaining about it, said to them, “Does this offend you? 62 Then what if you were to see the Son of Man ascending to where he was before? 63 It is the spirit that gives life; the flesh is useless. The words that I have spoken to you are spirit and life. 64 But among you there are some who do not believe.” For Jesus knew from the first who were the ones that did not believe, and who was the one that would betray him. 65 And he said, “For this reason I have told you that no one can come to me unless it is granted by the Father.”

66 Because of this many of his disciples turned back and no longer went about with him. 67 So Jesus asked the twelve, “Do you also wish to go away?” 68 Simon Peter answered him, “Lord, to whom can we go? You have the words of eternal life. 69 We have come to believe and know that you are the Holy One of God.” 70 Jesus answered them, “Did I not choose you, the twelve? Yet one of you is a devil.” 71 He was speaking of Judas son of Simon Iscariot, for he, though one of the twelve, was going to betray him.

Last night, I met with a group of friends to talk about our experience with this spiritual practice called Immanuel prayer. Immanuel means “God with us” and this form of prayer is a means to experiencing Jesus present to us as the life-giving one from God that John calls him over and over again.

One thing we talked about was how to consider when we pray whether we’re experiencing the real Jesus or “false Jesus” – a projection of a culturally ingrained or religiously taught Jesus that isn’t the good news, life-giving person of God in the world that Jesus is.

This passage gives us some interesting data on what it might feel like when we meet the real Jesus.

Does he offend?

I don’t mean to imply that Jesus will role into our imaginations like a self-centered jerk; we all know what that kind of offense looks like.

What I mean is that Jesus teaches difficult things. He is love and life and truth but also upends our settled, gloomy reality when he’s around. Kind and gracious as he is, he brings perspective and direction and power we weren’t expecting.

But the effect of this again and again is life. So much life that we never want to go away.

Daily Readings in John – Day Twenty-One

John 6:41-59

41 Then the Jews began to complain about him because he said, “I am the bread that came down from heaven.” 42 They were saying, “Is not this Jesus, the son of Joseph, whose father and mother we know? How can he now say, ‘I have come down from heaven’?” 43 Jesus answered them, “Do not complain among yourselves. 44 No one can come to me unless drawn by the Father who sent me; and I will raise that person up on the last day. 45 It is written in the prophets, ‘And they shall all be taught by God.’ Everyone who has heard and learned from the Father comes to me. 46 Not that anyone has seen the Father except the one who is from God; he has seen the Father. 47 Very truly, I tell you, whoever believes has eternal life. 48 I am the bread of life. 49 Your ancestors ate the manna in the wilderness, and they died. 50 This is the bread that comes down from heaven, so that one may eat of it and not die. 51 I am the living bread that came down from heaven. Whoever eats of this bread will live forever; and the bread that I will give for the life of the world is my flesh.”

52 The Jews then disputed among themselves, saying, “How can this man give us his flesh to eat?” 53 So Jesus said to them, “Very truly, I tell you, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in you. 54 Those who eat my flesh and drink my blood have eternal life, and I will raise them up on the last day; 55 for my flesh is true food and my blood is true drink. 56 Those who eat my flesh and drink my blood abide in me, and I in them. 57 Just as the living Father sent me, and I live because of the Father, so whoever eats me will live because of me. 58 This is the bread that came down from heaven, not like that which your ancestors ate, and they died. But the one who eats this bread will live forever.” 59 He said these things while he was teaching in the synagogue at Capernaum.

Lots going on here, but let’s talk about bread, wine, blood, and flesh: non-zombie edition.

Jesus certainly seems to be pushing the limits of his whole “bread of heaven” idea pretty far. But John, editing Jesus’ memoirs decades later, also seems to phrase this in terms that evoke the practice of communion, or what some places is called the Lord’s Supper, or the Eucharist.

What’s happening when each week I take this little piece of bread and dip it in wine, and eat it in memory of Jesus?

Well, I’m eating a wine-soaked cracker, for starters, which is an odd thing to do. Odd doesn’t seem like a problem for Jesus. He takes it weirder.

He was turned over to the justice system by the leaders of his own religion and then killed as an enemy of the state. But he and his friends said that his death was also no accident, that in it Jesus was completing God’s tour of getting to know the suffering of the human experience first hand, taking on our burdens and grief and consequence of all our jacked-up ways. He was the sacrifice to end all sacrifice, rooting violence out of the religious experience. He showed us what God is like, loving and forgiving even as we killed him. And he began undoing the power of sin and death from the inside out by overcoming it himself. I pick up that piece of bread that Jesus said was his body, soaked in the wine that Jesus said was his blood, and I remember some of these things.

Jesus also said this wine was about a New Covenant, a new agreement God has made with people. The Old Covenant said obey me and life will go well, disobey and you will die. I’m simplifying – it had its beauty, to be sure – but I’m also fairly directly paraphrasing the words key words of the law books.

Jesus’ new way sounds very different. No wonder they’re arguing. Change in our mental models of anything, including our models for God and faith, is hard.

Jesus says to trust that he’s from God. He knows the Father. And feast on him, live with him. Eat what God’s sent down, and live forever.

That little wine-soaked cracker isn’t going to help me live very long, but as I chew and swallow, I think, Jesus, you are my way to God. You have what I need for all the things I can’t do for myself. You can stir in this crazy concoction of my life circumstances and make out of it joy and peace and love and courage and wonder. Help me live today, Jesus.

Daily Readings in John – Day Twenty

John 6:22-40 (NRSV)

22 The next day the crowd that had stayed on the other side of the sea saw that there had been only one boat there. They also saw that Jesus had not got into the boat with his disciples, but that his disciples had gone away alone. 23 Then some boats from Tiberias came near the place where they had eaten the bread after the Lord had given thanks. 24 So when the crowd saw that neither Jesus nor his disciples were there, they themselves got into the boats and went to Capernaum looking for Jesus.

25 When they found him on the other side of the sea, they said to him, “Rabbi, when did you come here?” 26 Jesus answered them, “Very truly, I tell you, you are looking for me, not because you saw signs, but because you ate your fill of the loaves. 27 Do not work for the food that perishes, but for the food that endures for eternal life, which the Son of Man will give you. For it is on him that God the Father has set his seal.” 28 Then they said to him, “What must we do to perform the works of God?” 29 Jesus answered them, “This is the work of God, that you believe in him whom he has sent.” 30 So they said to him, “What sign are you going to give us then, so that we may see it and believe you? What work are you performing? 31 Our ancestors ate the manna in the wilderness; as it is written, ‘He gave them bread from heaven to eat.’” 32 Then Jesus said to them, “Very truly, I tell you, it was not Moses who gave you the bread from heaven, but it is my Father who gives you the true bread from heaven. 33 For the bread of God is that which comes down from heaven and gives life to the world.” 34 They said to him, “Sir, give us this bread always.”

35 Jesus said to them, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty. 36 But I said to you that you have seen me and yet do not believe. 37 Everything that the Father gives me will come to me, and anyone who comes to me I will never drive away; 38 for I have come down from heaven, not to do my own will, but the will of him who sent me. 39 And this is the will of him who sent me, that I should lose nothing of all that he has given me, but raise it up on the last day. 40 This is indeed the will of my Father, that all who see the Son and believe in him may have eternal life; and I will raise them up on the last day.”

This conversation reminds me of Jesus and the Samaritan woman in John 4. She’s thirsty, and Jesus is like, “No, you’re thirsty.” She’s talking about water, and Jesus offers living water.

Here, Jesus says they think they’re hungry for bread, but really they’s hungry at a deeper level.

The crowds think: wait, this reminds us of those stories from so many centuries ago, when old hero Moses summoned that magical bread called “manna” to keep feeding our ancestors. Jesus says: I am the manna. I am God’s food for the whole world.

Interestingly, the word “manna” for the food God provided in the desert meant something like, “What is this?”

And that is the question at this point in John regarding Jesus. Who or what is this man?

Some of what Jesus has to say:

  • Bread of heaven
  • Make you never-hungry and never-thirsty
  • Sent from God
  • Giver of life
  • Never driving anyone away
  • Never losing anything or anyone
  • Doing exactly what God wants
  • Extending life forever, even after death

That’s some list, isn’t it? How does this list relate to the best or worst experiences in your own family or cultural history?

Are you inclined to do what Jesus calls “the work of God,” to trust Jesus to be these things for you and yours?

Daily Readings in John – Day Nineteen

John 6:16-24 (NRSV)

16 When evening came, his disciples went down to the sea, 17 got into a boat, and started across the sea to Capernaum. It was now dark, and Jesus had not yet come to them. 18 The sea became rough because a strong wind was blowing. 19 When they had rowed about three or four miles, they saw Jesus walking on the sea and coming near the boat, and they were terrified. 20 But he said to them, “It is I; do not be afraid.” 21 Then they wanted to take him into the boat, and immediately the boat reached the land toward which they were going.

Jesus’ four memoirs included in the Bible all tell stories of nighttime boating adventures. The Sea of Galilee was important landmark in Jesus’ hometown region, some of his apprentices had been fishermen, and these stories were important to them. In some of them, Jesus is purported to have walked on water, meeting them at night, in the midst of a small storm.

Power over the waters was a feature of what it meant to be God in the Hebrew Bible. The ancestors of the Jews were very much not sea-faring people, and the waters of the Mediterranean – the largest body of water they would know of – represented fearsome chaos that only God could control.

For Jesus to walk upon these waters would for his apprentices, have been a mark of his connection to the divine. I suppose it would be for us too, for other reasons. Not only that, but the Greek line translated “It is I” could also be read “I am.” We’ve heard this phrase, I am, out of Jesus’ mouth, and it sounds suspiciously like the personal name that Jews had called God ever since Moses encountered the divine in a bush set aflame out in the Middle Eastern desert.

This is an odd little story – a beautiful little myth, or a truly nature-bending moment in history. John insists, though, again and again that Jesus had the capacity to bring an encounter with God to ordinary people, to infuse human lives with an experience of God.

I invite you to consider an area of life where God appears absent. This could be an area of your life, or something in the world. Mediate on that area for a moment. Call to mind a personal disappointment, or a friend’s grief, or a rusty pipe in Flint or a refugee in Jordan. Then invite Jesus to walk into the scene, and to announce, “I am. Do not be afraid.”

Be still, and sit in this hope.

 

Daily Readings in John – Day Eighteen

John 6:1-15 (NRSV)

After this Jesus went to the other side of the Sea of Galilee, also called the Sea of Tiberias. A large crowd kept following him, because they saw the signs that he was doing for the sick. Jesus went up the mountain and sat down there with his disciples. Now the Passover, the festival of the Jews, was near. When he looked up and saw a large crowd coming toward him, Jesus said to Philip, “Where are we to buy bread for these people to eat?” He said this to test him, for he himself knew what he was going to do. Philip answered him, “Six months’ wages would not buy enough bread for each of them to get a little.” One of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, said to him, “There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish. But what are they among so many people?” 10 Jesus said, “Make the people sit down.” Now there was a great deal of grass in the place; so they sat down, about five thousand in all. 11 Then Jesus took the loaves, and when he had given thanks, he distributed them to those who were seated; so also the fish, as much as they wanted. 12 When they were satisfied, he told his disciples, “Gather up the fragments left over, so that nothing may be lost.” 13 So they gathered them up, and from the fragments of the five barley loaves, left by those who had eaten, they filled twelve baskets. 14 When the people saw the sign that he had done, they began to say, “This is indeed the prophet who is to come into the world.”

15 When Jesus realized that they were about to come and take him by force to make him king, he withdrew again to the mountain by himself.

Usually I’m struck – as are most readers – by all the food. Where did it come from? This is confidence and power from Jesus at levels we’ve not yet seen in John. I rarely feed more than ten or fifteen people, and even that’s a lot of work.

But today I’m struck by the ending. By any conventional leadership plan, this is going so well for Jesus. He uses a strength-based approach to the crowd’s needs, making the most of their community resources. He develops his leadership team by engaging them in the work, after which they aren’t depleted but each hold a full basket of leftovers. And the crows sees his sign and recognize he is no ordinary Galilean. He is a messenger of God, a leader they will follow.

Perfect, right?

Apparently not. Jesus sees where this is heading and retreats into the wilderness. He’s not interested in this kind of following. Jesus sees the beginnings of a dependency relationship, in which followers find Jesus impressive and look to him to tell them what to do, lead them in all things, and help them in every need.

Isn’t that what Jesus is for?

Apparently not.

I think John’s Jesus is taking these signs in a different direction. Jesus wants us to see the possibility of a new creation, in which God is with us. And this connection with God will satisfy and fill us and empower us. Jesus wants to be living water that wells us within us, not a privately owned well we depend on.

What this means for me is that I’ll ask God for help today for the things I need, and the things a bunch of other people need as well. But I’ll spend more time asking God to teach me that God is with me, that my heart can be full in every situation and that I can be connected to God and do the work of God in every part of my day as well. I’m very much a beginner in my efforts to live this way, but I invite you to join me if you like.

Jesus, show us today that God is with us. Highlight the five loaves and two fish that are already in our hands, and make it more than enough.

Daily Readings in John – Day Seventeen

John 5:30-47 (NRSV)

30 “I can do nothing on my own. As I hear, I judge; and my judgment is just, because I seek to do not my own will but the will of him who sent me.

31 “If I testify about myself, my testimony is not true. 32 There is another who testifies on my behalf, and I know that his testimony to me is true. 33 You sent messengers to John, and he testified to the truth. 34 Not that I accept such human testimony, but I say these things so that you may be saved. 35 He was a burning and shining lamp, and you were willing to rejoice for a while in his light. 36 But I have a testimony greater than John’s. The works that the Father has given me to complete, the very works that I am doing, testify on my behalf that the Father has sent me. 37 And the Father who sent me has himself testified on my behalf. You have never heard his voice or seen his form, 38 and you do not have his word abiding in you, because you do not believe him whom he has sent.

39 “You search the scriptures because you think that in them you have eternal life; and it is they that testify on my behalf. 40 Yet you refuse to come to me to have life. 41 I do not accept glory from human beings. 42 But I know that you do not have the love of God in you. 43 I have come in my Father’s name, and you do not accept me; if another comes in his own name, you will accept him. 44 How can you believe when you accept glory from one another and do not seek the glory that comes from the one who alone is God? 45 Do not think that I will accuse you before the Father; your accuser is Moses, on whom you have set your hope. 46 If you believed Moses, you would believe me, for he wrote about me. 47 But if you do not believe what he wrote, how will you believe what I say?”

Welcome to argumentative Jesus, who we’ll see off and on for the next three chapters, I’m afraid. Consider yourself warned. My primary image of Jesus isn’t as a rabbinic debater, but that’s exactly the side of him John shows us in significant portions of chapters 5 through 8.

As a reminder, Jesus was spurred into this line of conversation when his encounter with a disabled outcast radically changed that man’s life for good, but the local religious conservatives were offended by the time of the week Jesus helped him.

I pick up on two themes here that speak to me today. We choose our truth. And we choose our judge.

We choose our truth.

Jewish law governed valid testimony in discerning truth claims. If you had something important to say, or a case to adjudicate, you couldn’t testify on your own behalf, but needed two Jewish men to testify for you. Jesus says he doesn’t need people to back him up, but that John (the baptizer we met in Chapter 1) spoke on his behalf, and that he’s got two more witnesses – the awesome things he’s doing, and God himself.

So John, God, and his actions. Jesus plays a little fast and loose with the whole “two people” requirement, but he doesn’t seem to care. Listen to him or not. Read your Bible if you want to look there, but it’s possible you could hit a dead end there. Choose your truth, but see if Jesus can give you more life.

Meanwhile, we also choose our judge, the authority or standard for our lives. In the case of this dispute, Jesus finds irony in his adversaries appealing to the Mosaic law, given that Jesus thinks Moses points to him. That said, Jesus isn’t eager to accuse anybody. He is eager to love and save and give life.

What positive or negative experiences do you have with discovering truth or with authority that judges you?

What hopes do you have for deeper truth or better judgement that you could ask Jesus for?

Daily Readings in John – Day Sixteen

John 5:19-29 (NRSV)

19 Jesus said to them, “Very truly, I tell you, the Son can do nothing on his own, but only what he sees the Father doing; for whatever the Father does, the Son does likewise. 20 The Father loves the Son and shows him all that he himself is doing; and he will show him greater works than these, so that you will be astonished. 21 Indeed, just as the Father raises the dead and gives them life, so also the Son gives life to whomever he wishes. 22 The Father judges no one but has given all judgment to the Son, 23 so that all may honor the Son just as they honor the Father. Anyone who does not honor the Son does not honor the Father who sent him. 24 Very truly, I tell you, anyone who hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life, and does not come under judgment, but has passed from death to life.

25 “Very truly, I tell you, the hour is coming, and is now here, when the dead will hear the voice of the Son of God, and those who hear will live. 26 For just as the Father has life in himself, so he has granted the Son also to have life in himself; 27 and he has given him authority to execute judgment, because he is the Son of Man. 28 Do not be astonished at this; for the hour is coming when all who are in their graves will hear his voice 29 and will come out—those who have done good, to the resurrection of life, and those who have done evil, to the resurrection of condemnation.

I’ve teared up while reading to my kids more times than I can remember. In children’s literature, so often good triumphs over evil, well-matched couples fall in love, old conflicts are reconciled, and the earth rejoices. Life is like this sometimes, but nowhere near so dependably.

One of my favorite books to read to my sons, in particular, is the little one by Mercer Mayer, Just Me and My Dad. Narrated over a day of camping, the little guy tells the story of exciting and scary and ordinary moments shared together with his dad.

Here what gets you as a parent is just how much they love being together, how companionable and well partnered they are in all things. And you dream that your kid will keep feeling this way about you.

John reads like Jesus’ “Just Me and My Dad*” story. They’re so close, they do everything together. And the cool thing we’ll see later in John is that Jesus wants us to apprentice us into this same “Me and My Dad” kind of connection to the God of the universe.

Pretty awesome.

*Yes, Jesus lived and John wrote in a patriarchal culture, and Jesus gave new life to a tradition where the most intimate and powerful – and thus unusual – way to refer to God was as one’s Father. God is not gendered, of course, and so Mother God, and Parent God are also valid and helpful ways of approaching this relationship too.*

On those terms, can I try a paraphrase?

“I’m never alone. I watch what God is doing, and that’s what I’ll do today. Just me and my Dad.

My dad loves me and shows me everything, so I can do special things. And it just keeps getting better and better.

My dad likes making everything wonderful, giving everybody better life, more life. And I do this for my dad now – he trusts me with everything and everyone.

I can help you know my dad too. And I mean everyone. I’m about to go tell all the dead people too. EVERY body will get what they deserve from me and my dad. It’s up to me. I can do what I want – punish and praise, give life and death. All up to me and my Dad.”

So it gets a little creepy at the end, I admit. We’re outside of Mercer Mayer territory now, but what do you think Jesus is going to do with all that authority?

Enjoy your day, just you and your dad.